Everything is coming all at once. Whoa. What is it like to have nothing to do again? Kinda forgot that feeling. Something to look forward to all the time.
I'm a lucky bitch and I ain't complaining!
Life is fun when you're in love!
I am a working adult now. No longer a student. Working has its perks. Earning money and spending it on things that I want. Things we both want. Consult no one.
There are pros and cons on being a working adult and a student. Today, I am glad I am working. I get to do this.
Can I share this? Yes and no.
Cs and I made a spontaneous decision today that had both of us grinning from ear to ear.
We were ummm-ing and ahh-ing for a while back. But then. It feels so good now. To make this decision. To take this step!
A slip of satin and lace and oooh this is heavier that I expected. But it feels good.
I had trouble. So much trouble controlling my smile. Making sure that I am not grinning like a fool.
Cs perfected his poker face.
Only in the car, did we both laugh and laugh and laugh..
I miss today. But. There is so much to look forward to now.
We have taken that step today.
And everything seems so different now. From this side. I feel like I have crossed over. Some invisible line. The other side. It feels brighter and happier on that side.
I am shamelessly happy.
I still feel like grinning like a fool. Hence this post. Because I cannot grin like a fool. This is between us.
P/S: After reading this post, it feels so painfully obvious to me! Can you really not tell what I was talking about?