Ah boi passed away on Feb 19 2010 at about 2:52pm.
I hope he is happy now, wherever he is. He sure wasn't happy the last few weeks of his life.
I still don't want to talk about ah boi now. I didn't even tell cs on the day itself.
It hurts to see him like that. We all cried like shit at the vet yesterday. Actually mostly it was mum and I crying. Winnie couldn't make it to the vet. She was already crying like shit at home..
I tell myself that it is for the best. He is finally happy now. No longer in pain.
The vet said that its for the best too. Boi is too old. He will die soon anyway. The longer we wait, the more pain he is in. His condition deteriorates every day.
Before, ah boi would always walk to the kitchen door and sit there waiting if he wants to pee/shit, then one of us, whoever sees him first, would open the door to let him out to the garden (his toilet) to do his business.
When he got sick, he had to crawl/drag himself to the kitchen. He had less control over his bladder too. So he would lie in the kitchen in his own pool of urine waiting till one of us sees him there whining.. He couldn't climb back up that one step to come back into the house.
When he got worse, we would often see him lying in his own pool of urine. He couldn't move to go anywhere. He can't even sleep most of the time. He just lies there waiting.
If you saw him, you would do the same...
Put him out of his pain.
Rest In Peace boi...
You will always be in our hearts. We will always love you. Our little boi.
Now that ah boi is gone, it is so fucking hard to get used to. Not seeing him when we walk around the house. His drink bowl, his biscuits, his snacks, his chair. Sigh. They all bring back memories..
You know what sucks? When you outlive your pet! Both of them are gone now. Both of them were born in this (old) house.
I don't want another pet.