What's in my bag?!

I miss my long hair!!! Makes my face look smaller. Now my face looks chubby somehow. And yes, I'm growing it out, obviously! :D Short hair fail!

Anyway, meme today! I wanted to do the what's in my bag meme that fourfeetnine and Kah Ling both did! Both not quite the same..a bit different but oh well. I'm combining both!

Starting with a big ass photo of self! Obviously quite dated photo cos my hair was still long. But I miss!!

So for my bag, it depends where I am going. To work, I use a dark blue denim bag or a brown bag. Both not in the photo. 

To go shopping or out at night, I am recently using these three bags. I'm not a fan of big hand bags. And I don't really use branded bags. I have them but aih a bit wasting time. Sometimes I feel that what would people think if I use my LV bag? Would they think its fake? Or if I get a stain on my bag, then die lah!! Hehhehh..I didn't buy them. Gift from daddy!

My Betty Boop wallet that mum bought for me from Universal Studios Singapore. I have only started using it recently. This is the front.

And this is the back..quite cute but I don't really like the grey colour cos I think that it looks dirty over time! And I'm so afraid I get a stain or whatnot on it. Anyway, I have yet to find a wallet that I reaaallly like with all sorts of pockets inside, and looks good. And is easy to carry around, and matches my clothes. Cos I keep taking my wallet out with my phone to walk around during lunch time! 

And these are some of the things in my bag! My access card to the office, iPod nano, Eclipse mint hahha, Doraemon tissue paper, pens, mirror, and a coin pouch.

Ipod was a gift from Cs when we were still friends. He said he was trying to woo me back then, but I thought we were friends only. He was afraid that I wouldn't accept the gift so he actually thought of a story to cheat me!!

He just came back from Bangkok and told me that he bought the ipod from BKK cos it was sooo cheap there, and I believed him!! Only after we got together then I knew that he bought it from the Apple store in Tun Jugah! Cheat me!! =.=

I always have tissue with me everywhere. Should see my desk at work: littered with tissue. :X hahha or my house or Cs' car. I have toilet paper and boxes of tissue everywhere. I know..save the environment! But I can't survive without lah sorry.

Mirror and coin pouch, both bought from Taiwan. The only prettier things that brighten up my bag. 

I took these photos on our bed. That is Cs playing with his phone by the side. 

And these are probably weird items in my bag: tiny crystal balls, cos dad gave them to me and told me to put them in my bag and bring them everywhere. So I did. Double sided pantyliner from Sofy (I think that's the brand!) - best invention ever! So convenient. Got a stain or run out of toilet paper? Just take off the top layer and voila clean undies! Hahahha

Next up: pink panadol for period pains, cotton bud to dab at fallen mascara, and plaster. 

In case its too hot out or my hair gets too messy/unmanageable, I tie it up or clip them to one side. 

And the rest are all my lip stuff! I have quite a lot. These are not complete by any means. Heh heh.

 

From left, NYX lip stick (bought online), heavy rotation lip concealer, lip gloss from Sasa (bought in Macau), Mentholatum lip balm!!! (the one thing I never leave house without - I have about 5 of these scattered around the house :X), and heavy rotation lip gloss. Nude colour. Nicee!

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Arghh!! Miss my long hair!!

Anyway. Moving on moving on! Here are some of the make up I use often. Not complete! Just that it looks much neater when I take photo of the ones I use often only! Heh heh.

When Xiaxue blogged that she loved ZA's two way skin powder, I went to buy them too. I'm so easily persuaded. =.=

BUT!! I was so pleasantly surprised!! It is good! Easy to apply and provides quite good coverage! I use the ZA energy water as well but forgot to take photo. NYX make up palette that I use quite often these days, and Mary Kay's blush powder. Both equally good!

The concealer was bought from Cosway. Winnie used it first and I loved it! Covered all my eye bags, eye shadows, and all other fine spots etc. Good!! So I asked her to get me one as well. Don't know how much it costs.

There bigger picture so you can go buy it too! :D 

What's cool is that it comes in both liquid and stick. Awesome eh? I use the liquid mostly and then stick (sometimes only). And you only need to use a little each time so this little tube can probably last me till next year, at least..

I don't know why my photos turn out so bright. Hmm..

From left: eyelash curler (probably from Guardian or Watsons), Marjolica's err..pre mascara thingy (forgot what do you call em again- basically you put them on before mascara supposedly to lengthen your lashes. I don't know if it works but I feel better with them on! haha), Revlon mascara (quite good), eyebrow mascara (gold colour to match my hair), Cyber Colour's eyebrow pen (very nice, I like!), eyelash comb (to comb out after putting on mascara), In2it's gel eyeliner (so smooth, just glides on!! And cheap!! Must get!!), and brush.

And I'm getting tired. Cs is yawning beside me. :)

Nite all.

 

Btw, all photos taken with my trusty Iphone 4! That was the Rabito phase. Now my phone is in an original white leather case. 

P/S: Actually looking through my stuff again, it looks quite boring leh. I should have elaborated more and added more stuff. Oh well.

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I'm in a reaaaallly bad mood today actually and it seems to reflect on the post I wrote above. Bah. For starters, I kinda twisted/sprained my right arm on Monday!! It is much better now, but still hurts when I try to lift my arm. I still cannot take off my own clothes. On Monday, I couldn't even put on my own bra. God knows what made me decide to go to work anyway. I did and left after to go to the Doctor. Idiot!

Talking to Cs some time back, I realized that there are still things that even Cs doesn't know about me. Apparently I talk too little about myself. Elaborate too little. I realize this is the case even when I am out with other friends. Particularly with other people. If I can't even talk to my own husband, my best friend, the person who knows me best, then how do I confide in others?

I always thought that being humble is the best. Humility trumps boastfulness. God I hate people who are sooo hou lian, sooo into themselves, and talk non stop about themselves. I get the feeling that people think I'm stupid or something when I choose not to answer back. Because I feel that being humble is better lah. Better not quarrel. Quarrel for what? Just to win this round? And ruin the friendship? I know that some people will say that I let people step all over me with this kind of mindset.

Point is, I can be bitchy! Oh yes, it is soo easy to be bitchy!!!! I can talk about myself if I want to! But why?! Maybe its the way I was brought up. Ok now, I sound a bit cocky. No, I'm trying to get this off my chest!

I feel misunderstood. Just because I don't feel the need to share all my past stories, past experiences, etc, does not mean I have none. I do, but while you are all so busy sharing yours, everyone assumed I have none. And that is the way it has always been.

Better to let people think I'm dumb than bitchy. Haih.

Or maybe sometimes I keep quiet because some things are just too stupid to be true! Like I deem it beneath me to answer back (damn cocky now!). See? So easy to be bitchy! But no one likes a bitch! If I go on being bitchy, it would easily become a habit. I think bad thoughts. I used to be but then I want to think positive thoughts.

Instead of letting it put me down, I tell myself: forget it! Its not important. Don't start a fight.

But this is one time too many!! Grrr... My silence is my way of saying whatever!!!

But maybe I should start being bitchy again. But why? If there is anything Cs taught me, it would be to hold my temper. I think this is his influence. Before, I would just fuck them all back!